frienships | Sugar-baby Journey

I haven’t posted in a while, because there hasn’t been much to share. Mr. Random has been keeping my mind occupied, but as a friend. I decided to keep it at that, so no sugar dating between me and him. And definitely, he has no idea that I’m an SB. I do not plan to tell him.

On the sugar search, ts been really quiet. Though I came across an article; Confessions of a Craigslist sugarbaby, and I have decided to actually try Craigslist. I checked it out and seems it is popular locally. I tried to post an ad yesterday but looks like there’s something I’m doing wrong because it gets flagged for removal every time. Hopefully I can figure it out soon. For now, I’m replying to ads that appear to be worth a try. I must admit, some people are quite queer.!

Last week a friend of mine suggested that she should probably get an SD to solve her financial issues. I just replied with a laugh and brushed it off but I didn’t tell her that I’m actually doing the whole sugar dating scene, I can’t (there are those friends you are just not sure about how they would take it if they knew). Oddly, it felt like she knew something and that she was trying to test whether I would come out. There’s a possibility she would have seen Mr. Random and I together, but if so, I would make arrangement for her to meet him just so I can prove we are just friends and that I don’t do sugar. Maybe, I’m just being paranoid or thinking too much into it.

Before I forget, Mr. Random suggested we take a trip together. I could really use a vacation but the thing is, I’m I up for 2-3 nights alone with Mr. Random???? I’m yet to find out!

Mr. D hasn’t sent me money for two weeks now. It had been like a weekly kind of thing. I had tried to discuss the matter with him after he sent on the second week but he sort of brushed it off, saying he’s just showing that he can take care of me. Anyway, it’s been a go slow between the two of us. It kinda feels like I should move on to the next.I doubt there’s anything more to look for. OH, and I’ll probably not see him when he comes. He said it will be for a very short time and that he wont be able to get time for me. So yes, this is the end of the road with Mr. D.

On the other hand, it has been lovely with Mr. Random. I just love how we get along so easily. I met him yesterday for dinner and drinks, after which he dropped me off at my place without taking advantage of my not-so-sober state. Ha ha. We are not sugar dating, I can tell that’s not his intention. I guess the best way to describe it is: just two friends enjoying each others company(but the man gets to pay all the bills when we go out:-)). And the fact that he asks for my opinion on certain subject matters concerning our profession is a huge deal for me. Makes me feel super smart!! This man is totally keeping my mind off lack of potential SDs. But I should be careful to not enjoy this moment a bit too much and get off track on my sugar-baby journey.

Looking forward to better days!